awesome... Pronunciation[aw-suhm] –adjective ... useage: inspiring awe: an awesome sight.

Wow, what a day!

Firstly, I need to point out that I'm on crutches at the moment, I was standing on a chair and fell off while rigging a camera and I've chipped a bone in my foot, and it really hurts!

This morning Dan and I went to Lee's church, Kingsland Tiptree, where Lee was leading worship and preaching. A really good morning, Lee encouraged us to look beyond a person / ministry and look at the fruit being produced. In the example of Benny Hinn, although his style may not be to everyone's taste, there's little doubt that people are being saved, healed and set free. That is a good thing.

Then, home for a quick nap, followed by Dan, Lee, Tim and Adam coming round in Mrs Goggins (the CYO minibus) to pick up all the band equipment for an evening to be spent with Elim Clacton. Off we trundled, excited to say the least.

However, God likes to exceed expectations, and tonight he certainly did mine. For so long I've wanted to be free and engaging in worship, this evening, God's presence was so heavey, it moved me to tears. That's the first time I've been so moved, it was a truely awesome evening. Seeing my friends there too, Adam, Jane, Jules, Baby David, Cat, Jenny, Dan, Steve and even my Mum ... worshipping God most high. I'm on a high, I'm buzzing, I'm flying high!

My prayer tonight...
God, you are awesome, above all things
Your universe reflects a fraction of who you are
Tonight I want to re-affirm my love for you
I want to say sorry,
I was angry,
not because you weren't showing yourself to me
but because I wasn't seeing you
I thank you that you are who you are
you are the real deal
"no means of measure can define your limitless love"
Just wow.
God, please, please, PLEASE...
I want more.