All change

Well, it looks like it's that time in my life, where everything around me looks like it's falling apart. But, this isn't a post of self pity! So read on!

Looks like the next 6 months will see a lot of my close friends leave Colchester and move to bigger and better things, and I've seen this a lot, people going to Uni etc...but this is different, and if I don't have my friends around me, I really feel like I have nothing to live for here.

Now I said this wasn't self pity, but I'm very upset, much as you can never really lose a close friend, it's just not the same, you can't pop in for coffee, it takes planning! So yes, I'm upset, BUT...

You only live once down here, and at the moment, I earn a decent wage, and live life pretty well, have an active social life and spiritual life...this though will change soon.

So, here's what I'm thinking - take the plunge, do something completely radical, at the moment, I'm very seriously considering moving to the USA, i've been in contact with a mission based church in San Diego, which could be a lot of fun!

I really don't know if this has any mileage, or even if I'll go, but I'm happy even to be considering the option at the moment.

But, I will miss my friends - maybe this is what growing up is all about?